...that after Katie Lyn and Rob came back, they would be on fire for God in Nicaragua, and that I would not be. My heart is in China. How could I love another country and long to go to a different country than China? And worse, what if Katie Lyn and Rob's passion for God in China was lessened because their passion for God in Nicaragua was so strong? I mean, we are a China family, right?
Oh my feeble mind and heart.
We are not a China family. We are a God fearing family. And God loves the NATIONS.
How could I think that He could not possibly expand our hearts to love another country? Hasn't He expanded our hearts to love more and more children as He has added to our family?
God forgive me for being so narrow-minded. And thank you for your mercy in breaking our hearts for more and more nations.
Our love for the people of China decrease? Oh no. If anything, the flame God sparked 5 years ago is burning brighter today for that country AND for Nicaragua...how does He do that? How does He expand our heart to love more and more, just when we don't see anyway that we could have more passion or energy? (answer: His Spirit living in us)
(good thing Delta flies to China and Nicaragua :)